tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2009-11-09:/MokoFeed2009-11-09T05:54:32+01:00tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2009-02-27:/2009/02/27/okay-well-5657346/marniestar2009-02-27T02:49:59+01:002009-02-27T02:49:59+01:00 <p>i know i havent worte on here for a while so i thought i might just do a quick post.....</p> <p>well.....what can i say......i left my last job and had to move back in with my parents, n its going great. I dont know i just feel abit down lately so i really dont know whats up with me tbh. I really wish i knew what is going on in my little head i really wish i do.... i wish i could try and explain it so then i would proberbly be able too make sense of it. I finally can read though i know it sounds stupid but i used to hate reading i could never get into it at all and then my sister was reading the twighlt books and she seemed really into them and then the film came out and she watched it n then convinced me too watch she had all ready told me half the story anyway but i still watched it and i really liked it and now a couple of months down the line and i really wanted to read and so i started reading and i couldn't stop now im on the final one and im going to finish reading it this week, its really wierd though coz in the past if i have ever tried reading something it would lit take me about a year too finish if i did finish but these books have only taken me about 2 weeks to finsh its really not like me, alot of things these days arent in my nature. I done really have much else to say but ill be posting again soon. </p> <p>bye! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2009/02/27/okay-well-5657346/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-08-30:/2008/08/30/well-4658945/marniestar2008-08-30T19:25:47+02:002008-08-30T19:25:47+02:00 <p>went out last night with my mates, n it was going great having a nice dance ad all that having a few drinks and stuff then some dickhead decied to be smart and jump over the dance floor and kicked me really hard in my leg/hip lol. Now i can barely walk on it and it proper hurts and im meant to go to my boyfs mates party thing and i really want to go but i can barely walk! And i cant move my toe ahaha my body is just failing on me this week ahaha.</p> <p>Good thing is im proper happy being with my boyf!!! Hes awesome not seen him for a few days though and i proper miss him so i really want to go tonight. </p> <p>oh well lets see if i can get ready first ahaha</p> <p>xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/08/30/well-4658945/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-08-20:/2008/08/20/last-night-4613326/marniestar2008-08-20T13:46:21+02:002008-08-21T23:56:06+02:00 <p>was well wierd. It was like wtf i mean one min im fine next i loose the erson im meant to walk back with and i dont walk back on my own i hate it i get well scared!</p> <p>I ended up seeing one of the bouncers from satans (the place i go) n he gave me a lift back n some other really random girls i met jus the second before ahaha. But it was well wierd i cant even explain it. I am so hungover! I need to stop drinking so much i need to stop all together. I just find it easier to cope with me and its easier to be happy marnie and put a smile on my face. My friend found out that im not always ass happy as i say i am. Which was scary coz i just wanted evrything to be normal with me fr once but then she found out and now she keeps seeing if im ok well not so much anymore now she has a new boyfriend i dont get to see her as much now. I am actually really happy these days though coz im with mike hes just great! I still get upset sometimes but thats just life and everyone gets like that. </p> <p>xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/08/20/last-night-4613326/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-08-12:/2008/08/12/omg-4577478/marniestar2008-08-12T14:50:53+02:002008-08-22T00:08:51+02:00 <p>Omg i am so extremly happy at the moment!! I got back in contact with an old friends from primary school who i lost contact with when i went high school and then his older sis went to the school and we became really goo mate and then i saw him again. I was happy then and then we lost contact again. And then he added me on myspace and now were together.</p> <p>He makes me soooooo happy and i just cant explain how i feel hes awsome hes soooooooo nice! H es sweet and funny and kind.</p> <p>xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/08/12/omg-4577478/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-06-26:/2008/06/26/wtf-is-wrong-with-me-4368721/marniestar2008-06-26T20:15:51+02:002008-06-26T20:15:51+02:00 <p>i keep just being horrible too my parents and its not fair on them and me coz i hate being this horrid bitch that doesnt know when her mood is going to dramaticly change!!!</p> <p>its really not a nice feeling and now im sat in my room being pissed off with the world when it should be me im pissed off with and i know what your prob thinking oh god this girl is just sooooooo annoying who only ever thinks she has a bad life when there are people out there who have it way worse then her but atm i feel like complete shit!!!</p> <p>i have tried getting helo for being angry all the time but it just doesnt work!!!</p> <p>and now my family have to suffer and i dont want to move out because im just not ready!!!!</p> <p>im just going to sit here and think for a bit now </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/06/26/wtf-is-wrong-with-me-4368721/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-06-26:/2008/06/26/i-need-a-job-4367468/marniestar2008-06-26T15:12:14+02:002008-06-26T15:12:14+02:00 <p>im fed up with being at home all the time its just soooo boring and endless and i need money!!! i hate being broke well at least not having enough too go out for drinks with my mates when ever i want.</p> <p>on the plus side to life there is a job going at rileys in chorlton which is a bar thats like 20 mins away on the bus so thats pretty cool and alot of my mates live near there as well so ill be going there tomorrow and seeing if i can get an interview yay</p> <p>anyways i better be off </p> <p>speak to you all soon</p> <p>xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/06/26/i-need-a-job-4367468/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-06-25:/2008/06/25/ok-then-4363608/marniestar2008-06-25T19:12:34+02:002008-06-25T19:12:34+02:00 <p>well i havent stopped drinking since like friday lol</p> <p>just having a good laugh with friends and all that im just abit fed up of being someone else there are only a couple of people that i can be myself around and even then i have to be slightly not me and i know many people on here have been in the same situation as me so any help would be welcome</p> <p>thanks </p> <p>xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/06/25/ok-then-4363608/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-06-19:/2008/06/19/not-very-happy-4336961/marniestar2008-06-19T16:14:03+02:002008-06-19T16:14:03+02:00 <p>well im happy that i get to see my mate who came over n all that but i just hate the fact that no one can trust me around my sister coz i get to aggresive and might flip out and hurt her <img src="/img/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":'(" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>its really upsetting and they all just think i just do it and i can help it but i cant i really cant i just get agnry all the time without thinking and just flip out for the smallest of reasons its horrible!!! i dont think my mum wants me here any more coz its getting worse n shes fearing for my sisters safety n im upset about that as well! its proper not nice at all i fear all the time when i go out i might just flip at my mates i think i might just lock myself in a room. that way i cant hurt anyone apart from myself!</p> <p>i have no one to talk to either coz everyone will just roll there eyes n be all whatever but its hard being me and all this hoopla which i know no one is going to read but it makes me feel better if i can put it all down onto a screen.</p> <p>anyway got to go and think somewhere about what to do but i cant properly because my mate is here and i dont want to think im being rude or anything <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"><br> xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/06/19/not-very-happy-4336961/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-06-13:/2008/06/13/ok-soooo-4311568/marniestar2008-06-13T16:50:33+02:002008-06-13T16:50:33+02:00 <p>im like dieing from a cold!!! ask how i dont know?? lol</p> <p>i keep coughing and sneezing and i really want to go out with my mates tonight but i really cant!!!</p> <p>just thought id come and rant lol</p> <p>in better news though my interview for the bbc apprentaship course i want to do went really really well the women really liked me and everything and said i had a strong chance but she doesnt get to pick ho goes through to the course so we will have to keep our fingers crossed wont we?? well just thought id give you my update.</p> <p>xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/06/13/ok-soooo-4311568/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-06-11:/2008/06/11/well-4301673/marniestar2008-06-11T13:52:56+02:002008-06-11T13:52:56+02:00 <p>i av a fukin cold n full of tierdness n 2 top it all off i have an important interview 2moz at 10 in the god damn morning so i went town 2day 2 get sum interview clothes its for an apprentaship with the bbc for media production which would be really cool as i would love to be on tv so this will help me find out what goes on behind the scenes and all that am i also hopefully going to move down south within the nex year or 2 and when i do i am going to be enrolling in one of the top acting schools which my auntie knows the directer man so i will have a leg up for that but i want to get abit more experience in working on stage and stuff i do have lots all ready i have bin on stage a few times since i was little but the more the better which will help me inmprove on my skils and help me add more to my cv which would be pretty cool. so at the moment i am looking for a good drama agent which is hard to find these days lol</p> <p>anyone want to help that knows of any that are near manchester will help loads just message me</p> <p>thanks</p> <p>xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/06/11/well-4301673/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-06-08:/2008/06/08/lalalala-4290273/marniestar2008-06-08T21:57:23+02:002008-06-08T21:57:23+02:00 <p>i fukin hate racist ppl!!!!</p> <p>i went out last nyt n a bunch of them were out n was proper proud of it n all dat i wanted 2 twat them so badly spec wen i found out that they got ma mate kicked out of the club coz they were takin coke n then he was stood there with them coz he was in the bath room i was going sick!!!!! i ended up gettin him back in after for ever lol</p> <p>oh well thereare always gonna b ppl out there lyk that jus wish there werent tbh its not very nyc at all!!</p> <p>i jus wanna get out of this mad place manc n move closer to ma family and just av a different life for once i can be a hole new person and no one knows anything about me and then all ma past will be rele far behind me lol </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/06/08/lalalala-4290273/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-06-05:/2008/06/05/well-4275602/marniestar2008-06-05T10:58:16+02:002008-06-05T10:58:16+02:00 <p>i am feeling much better these days and i think its the fact that i spent a week down south visiting family and meeting new family which was really cool and i cant wait til i see them all again they are really funny and jus as crazy as me lol</p> <p>so thats really all i wanted to say</p> <p>xxx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/06/05/well-4275602/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-05-23:/2008/05/23/im-feelin-4213343/marniestar2008-05-23T19:30:59+02:002008-05-23T19:30:59+02:00 <p>almost better i still feel tierd n warn out from bein sumone im not</p> <p>i almost told my best friend last nyt but i stopped i didnt wanna put a downer on her but im off out 2nyt 2 av a couple of drinks with me mates so hopefuly dat will get my mind off people</p> <p>i had a bit of a angry moment on tuesday wen i was out i ended up punchin a wall n rele hurt ma finger but i guess thats better then hurting a friend isnt it</p> <p>oh well see you all soon</p> <p>xxx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/05/23/im-feelin-4213343/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-05-19:/2008/05/19/i-hate-life-4195770/marniestar2008-05-19T22:05:30+02:002008-05-19T22:05:30+02:00 <p>i cnt take it anymre </p> <p>im totally fed up with being happy clappy random marnie 2 everyone im rele fed up its so tierin making people think that everything is ok n its rele not i cnt even tell my support worker coz i dnt wanna seem weak i cant tell my family coz they will jus fink im bein pathetic n coz ma lil sis is doin her gcse's i dont want it 2 get in the way of her life so i put my feelings on hold i cant speak 2 anyone and i feel so alone and its hard not to cry whilest writin this because my life is just not there anymore and i dont know if anyone will understand but i find it so hard to be happy anymore im just so tierd of trying hard to be happy n supprot other people wen im in so much pain its jus rele hard and i know im goin on and on and on but i jus have 2 keep typing and i know no ones going to read this but its making me feel alot better the only way i can almost escape is wen i drink and i kno i jus sound all pathetic n atettion seekin but i rele am not i jus need sumwhere 2 vent my feeling and this is the onli place where i can coz my family n close friends dont av an account on here anyway i fink im jus goin 2 i dont kno but oh well</p> <p>xx</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/05/19/i-hate-life-4195770/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-04-29:/2008/04/29/ive-not-been-here-in-a-while-4110087/marniestar2008-04-29T14:42:09+02:002008-04-29T14:42:09+02:00 <p>not only do i mean online but in this sort of mood</p> <p>i saw the guy who put the gun to my head on saturday in town and it totally freaked me out not only that i usually go out to this really cool club on tuesday nights but something happened last week and i dont know what it is i jus woke up after having a panick attack and now im scared to go out to this club and anywhere really just in case something happens and its really getting me down i cant go out with my friends and all them are going out and having a really good time and im not coz im scared and i cant tell half of them why i need a strong drink! maybe ill just stay in and waste my life away its 10x safer. I cant have panick attacks (which aint just small there really big i pass out and stop breathing and everything) and embaress myslef or see that dickhead!!</p> <p>i just need somewhere to vent my anger</p> <p>xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/04/29/ive-not-been-here-in-a-while-4110087/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-03-29:/2008/03/29/hi-worst-2-weeks-ever-3961673/marniestar2008-03-29T11:25:54+01:002008-03-29T11:25:54+01:00 <p>hi sorry i havent been online for ages life has just been abit meh lol</p> <p>1. i got tonsilitus on the thursday still went into work then the next day i hadnt slept n was really ill so i took a day off work later in the day i get a phone call sayin im sacked (i dont get sick pay so i dont take days off for fun) coz i had apparently had too many sick days which i had been off a few times but i never got paid for so it wasnt coz i wanted too haha </p> <p>2. anyway so i got over that and was in sooooo much pain the next day i had too go into hospital and i thought they would just give me painkillers n anit-biotics like last time but noooo they kept me in for 4 days (i still hadnt eaten since thursay) i was upset and tierd n had shit loads of meds being put in my body. the 1st drip didnt hurt until the last full day so they swaped arms n the other arm was sooooo much more painful i couldnt move n everytiime they put something in my arm it wuld hurt soo much i would cry it was horrid and they just said ill have to put up with it! so i did and the day i finally got told i could go home coz i could eat and speak properly they then said the doc had gone somewhere n i may not be able too get home so i waited for hours till i got told i could go i packed up my stuff soooo quick!</p> <p>3. now i dont know what too do at all i have barely no money and i have too sign on until i find another job which i want and need i dont like being lazy and doing nthing all the time im just bored arghhhhhh </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/03/29/hi-worst-2-weeks-ever-3961673/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-03-11:/2008/03/11/meh-3854937/marniestar2008-03-11T09:23:23+01:002008-03-11T09:23:23+01:00 <p>i havent even been on here for a couple of days i didnt really have much too write si meh haha</p> <p>i still dont </p> <p>i had a really good time on friday me and my friends on friday night we had a right laugh they all stayed up all night but coz of my meds i had too go sleep it was well unfair haha</p> <p>anyways laterz<br> xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/03/11/meh-3854937/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-03-07:/2008/03/07/fruit-and-my-diet-3828876/marniestar2008-03-07T09:27:00+01:002008-03-07T09:27:00+01:00 <p>well i have been on my sisters diet for 2 weeks now and have lost 3 pounds yayayayay</p> <p>im well loving it i just want to look really slim again i was a size 10 and now a size 14 im not very happy about that but hey ma sis is good at keeping me in control</p> <p>but i can feel it working and then last night i was exercising like crazy i went through 2 exercise dvds it was well good i felt dead refreshed hehe</p> <p>i cant wait till i get slim again</p> <p>anyways gotta finish my fruit bowl and then get off to work</p> <p>love to all of use reading this </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/03/07/fruit-and-my-diet-3828876/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-03-06:/2008/03/06/woop-3823825/marniestar2008-03-06T09:56:03+01:002008-03-06T09:56:03+01:00 <p>i dont know why i am soooo happy today oh yeh its friday tomoz lol</p> <p>which means get to go back to where i normally work on monday i hate coverig for other people in ashbourn hall where as if im covering in shevyn hall im not that bovered coz i know all the students in there and there dead nice well i dont know all of them but i know most of them </p> <p>wooohoooo friday tomoz cant wait i get paid every friday so that makes it better and i dont work weekends wooohooo lol</p> <p>ok im off now gotta get ma bag and leave for work now</p> <p>love you all<br> xxx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/03/06/woop-3823825/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-03-05:/2008/03/05/what-the-hell-3819076/marniestar2008-03-05T09:41:23+01:002008-03-05T09:41:23+01:00 <p>i cant be arsed anymore are just sooooooo bored of life at the moment its just sooooo repetetive (or how ever you spell it) i cant wait til i get a better life go back to college and just have some fun im fed up with cleaning up after students all the bloody time im only 18 i dont want to becleaning for the rest of my life so im going to start making my life better well i am the only one who can do it so i will i have to start self defence anyway and then im going to start an evening class just to meet new people get a new skill and i duno maybe have fun really and have a change i love to learn new things</p> <p>x </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/03/05/what-the-hell-3819076/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-03-04:/2008/03/04/why-me-3816976/marniestar2008-03-04T20:16:07+01:002008-03-04T20:16:07+01:00 <p>why fucking me i cant take it arghhhhhhh</p> <p>i try putting on this brave face but really im breaking down inside and i cant show anyone aprt from you lot how i feel because everyone else just thinks im either faking it or just wanting attention and im really not i just cant take this anymore even my family think it well my mum started to judge me less now the docs put me on the anti-depressants and now she kind of sees but my sis still thinks im the same old person and theres nothing wrong with me i mean me and her spend all our time together but thats not the point.</p> <p>im just so tierd of trying to be so happy and nice its hurting now!!</p> <p>ive seen more things then most 80 year olds have! its so hard to forget all the stuff its so tiering as well i dont know anymore i really dont i cant tell how i feel anymore if its real or just the meds what the hell shall i do??<img src="/img/smilies/grayconfused.gif" alt=":??:" class="middle" border="0"><img src="/img/smilies/grayupset.gif" alt=":##" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/03/04/why-me-3816976/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-03-04:/2008/03/04/work-3814454/marniestar2008-03-04T10:07:44+01:002008-03-04T10:07:44+01:00 <p>i now have to go to bloody work well i shoukdnt complain really should i its only 3 hours but it is soooooo boring i guess i just have to get through it as i have to start saving up money to go on holiday and as i only get payed £100 a week n i dont get sick pay or anything like that because im not contracted which is a pain in the arse!!!</p> <p>oh well such is life and i just want to go back to college and get a really eciting job and have fun and more money i love money its like my life!! </p> <p>wow i best get going arghhhhhhh i dont want to </p> <p>boo!!!!!</p> <p>i wish i was high on my meds now but this is the dopey stage oh well ill live want i?? </p> <p>i dont really have anything else to say so ill be back after work </p> <p>love you all who read this </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/03/04/work-3814454/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-03-03:/2008/03/03/boo-3812518/marniestar2008-03-03T21:47:38+01:002008-03-03T21:47:38+01:00 <p>im high on those new meds well not high just really hypa n happy haha</p> <p>today was my 1st day at work on the meds and i was really dopey all morning and i kept forgetting what i had to do it was quite funny if i say so haha</p> <p>woooohooooo</p> <p>im sooooooo glam n love being this hypa moo </p> <p>oh my god ive not been like this in ages it feels so wierd n yeh</p> <p>erm...... i still hate sam (ive changed the persons name by the way) but yeh hes a right dickhead n usually every friday him duane n vix would come oer and we would get really drunk n have a laugh and then we all promised that if any of use fall out we wouldnt stop each other from seeing each other but this sam tried soooooo hard last weekend to do it but it just didnt work haha shame on him the lil shit face bastard</p> <p>my sis is sooooo hypa singing behind my anyways later </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/03/03/boo-3812518/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-03-02:/2008/03/02/i-cant-believe-it-3807452/marniestar2008-03-02T21:24:47+01:002008-03-02T21:24:47+01:00 <p>i cant believe it ive been thru sum shit lately n its been making me abit upset n i dont really like to go out n shit like that so i was seaking to my suport workr about it n coz i cnt sleep n that he said go to see my doc so i did n i told her n that was the 1st time i had cried in front of anyone about it so that felt wierd n then she did this test on me n then she told me "i am going to ut you on anti-deressants" im fuking 18 n i know i can get abit upset n shit n do cry at night n that but i dont want to be on them at 18 tbh but they are helping me sleep for once last night i only had one nightmare how good is that??</p> <p>anyway ill keep you all posted on whats going down in marnie town!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/03/02/i-cant-believe-it-3807452/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-02-26:/2008/02/26/erm_work~3781818/marniestar2008-02-26T09:27:52+01:002008-02-26T09:27:52+01:00 <p>im just about to leave for work so i thought id leave summit for all u blogers to read erm...... yeh im not that interestin tbh apart frm the fact that i am glam n love clothes n shoppin n erm i got this rele cute outfit on sat its totally cute im gonna wear it on fri n then im goin shoppin again on sat wit ma sis awsome anyway yeh i duno wot else 2 say tbh</p> <p>i am me n i hate sam!!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/02/26/erm_work~3781818/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk,2008-02-24:/2008/02/24/sunkist~3772937/marniestar2008-02-24T13:57:43+01:002008-02-24T13:57:43+01:00 <p class="center"><strong>im sat here drinkin sunkist whilest my sisters sat there nex 2 me watchin super market sweep yeh i dont kno why either lol</p> <p>i dont rele kno what to write but im so bored n was just surfin and thinkin how much i wanted 2 kill sam (not litrally) *i cnt spell* i dnt kno what to do i want a drink an alcoholic one n i swear im not a wierdo im onli 18 haha </p> <p>anyways jus thught id leave my thoughts i write poems n all sorts so keep checkin on here n u can read them</p> <p>latazz</strong></p> <img src="/img/smilies/icon_wave.gif" alt=":wave:" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://me-and-me-only.blog.co.uk/2008/02/24/sunkist~3772937/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>