was well wierd. It was like wtf i mean one min im fine next i loose the erson im meant to walk back with and i dont walk back on my own i hate it i get well scared!

I ended up seeing one of the bouncers from satans (the place i go) n he gave me a lift back n some other really random girls i met jus the second before ahaha. But it was well wierd i cant even explain it. I am so hungover! I need to stop drinking so much i need to stop all together. I just find it easier to cope with me and its easier to be happy marnie and put a smile on my face. My friend found out that im not always ass happy as i say i am. Which was scary coz i just wanted evrything to be normal with me fr once but then she found out and now she keeps seeing if im ok well not so much anymore now she has a new boyfriend i dont get to see her as much now. I am actually really happy these days though coz im with mike hes just great! I still get upset sometimes but thats just life and everyone gets like that.

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