Me and Me only

went out last night with my mates, n it was going great having a nice dance ad all that having a few drinks and stuff then some dickhead decied to be smart and jump over the dance floor and kicked me really hard in my leg/hip lol. Now i can barely walk on it and it proper hurts and im meant to go to my boyfs mates party thing and i really want to go but i can barely walk! And i cant move my toe ahaha my body is just failing on me this week ahaha.

Good thing is im proper happy being with my boyf!!! Hes awesome not seen him for a few days though and i proper miss him so i really want to go tonight.

oh well lets see if i can get ready first ahaha

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was well wierd. It was like wtf i mean one min im fine next i loose the erson im meant to walk back with and i dont walk back on my own i hate it i get well scared!

I ended up seeing one of the bouncers from satans (the place i go) n he gave me a lift back n some other really random girls i met jus the second before ahaha. But it was well wierd i cant even explain it. I am so hungover! I need to stop drinking so much i need to stop all together. I just find it easier to cope with me and its easier to be happy marnie and put a smile on my face. My friend found out that im not always ass happy as i say i am. Which was scary coz i just wanted evrything to be normal with me fr once but then she found out and now she keeps seeing if im ok well not so much anymore now she has a new boyfriend i dont get to see her as much now. I am actually really happy these days though coz im with mike hes just great! I still get upset sometimes but thats just life and everyone gets like that.

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Omg i am so extremly happy at the moment!! I got back in contact with an old friends from primary school who i lost contact with when i went high school and then his older sis went to the school and we became really goo mate and then i saw him again. I was happy then and then we lost contact again. And then he added me on myspace and now were together.

He makes me soooooo happy and i just cant explain how i feel hes awsome hes soooooooo nice! H es sweet and funny and kind.

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