i keep just being horrible too my parents and its not fair on them and me coz i hate being this horrid bitch that doesnt know when her mood is going to dramaticly change!!!

its really not a nice feeling and now im sat in my room being pissed off with the world when it should be me im pissed off with and i know what your prob thinking oh god this girl is just sooooooo annoying who only ever thinks she has a bad life when there are people out there who have it way worse then her but atm i feel like complete shit!!!

i have tried getting helo for being angry all the time but it just doesnt work!!!

and now my family have to suffer and i dont want to move out because im just not ready!!!!

im just going to sit here and think for a bit now