Me and Me only

i keep just being horrible too my parents and its not fair on them and me coz i hate being this horrid bitch that doesnt know when her mood is going to dramaticly change!!!

its really not a nice feeling and now im sat in my room being pissed off with the world when it should be me im pissed off with and i know what your prob thinking oh god this girl is just sooooooo annoying who only ever thinks she has a bad life when there are people out there who have it way worse then her but atm i feel like complete shit!!!

i have tried getting helo for being angry all the time but it just doesnt work!!!

and now my family have to suffer and i dont want to move out because im just not ready!!!!

im just going to sit here and think for a bit now

im fed up with being at home all the time its just soooo boring and endless and i need money!!! i hate being broke well at least not having enough too go out for drinks with my mates when ever i want.

on the plus side to life there is a job going at rileys in chorlton which is a bar thats like 20 mins away on the bus so thats pretty cool and alot of my mates live near there as well so ill be going there tomorrow and seeing if i can get an interview yay

anyways i better be off

speak to you all soon

xx